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Episode 4 Finally, Trish is together with Fnn (Fatin Nadzirah). Aku jealous jiddan sebab Trish share same interest dengan Fnn. Like:
So they close like Trish and I used to be. So close. This time if I'm not mistaken dah sampai middle of 2014. Even dekat asrama, diaorang bebel pasal interest diaorang, kalau Trish nangis, Fnn yang soothing dia. Balik prep, makan tengah hari, pagi, malam dengan Fnn. Senang cerita semua Fnn. Eh, jangan pula korang anggap Fnn ni jahat. No, only because I'm the one writing here, so maybe you guys thought Fnn like robber yang culik Trish dari aku. NO! NO! And a big no no. Ni balasan yang aku tak sedar lagi waktu dulu akibat kufur nikmat Allah.
I do felt guilty, with all my current activities that time. Bawak fon pergi asrama, kasi kawan habiskan bill phone call ajnabi. (Guys, aku bukan nak mengungkit, this is only my wrongs. Siapa yang terasa aku minta maaf, beb) And everything which is wrong and melanggar peraturan sekolah. Tapi, ego punya pasal, nak puaskan nafsu buat benda jahat, aku diamkan aje. Sebab apa, aku nak tunjuk dekat Trish, aku tak perlukan dia untuk cari hidayah Allah. Ego tinggi melangitlah katakan. Sampai sanggup tak bercakap.
Until one moment, I hate her again. For being too nosy for everything, for being 'itu tak boleh, ini tak boleh'. Dan kitaorang jadi awkward balik. Even dorm aku main True Or Dare, I was dared to make Trish laugh which I really failed in that. Sebab awkward punya pasal. Every time jumpa dia, boleh kira berapa ayat aku cakap dekat dia. Kalau orang tanya aku, apa khabar Trish, it'll be 'ENTAH, MANA AKU TAHU.' from 'MUNGKIN DEKAT DORM KOT' or 'OH... DIA ADA KELAS KKQ'
And, /tengah menangis/ bila kengkawan 'popular' aku tu tinggalkan aku, aku jumpa Trish. Lepak dengan dia. Pelikkan aku. Tak suka, tapi cari juga orang tu bila susah. Bila lepak dengan dia once again, I'm soooooo calm and serene, Hanya dengan dia. Cara dia akan buat aku rasa tenang. And guess what? Aku balik dorm, I'll be crying like a cry-baby /kantoi sudah/ silently, without no one knowledge. But now someone knew. You knew! Hehe.
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Episode 4 Finally, Trish is together with Fnn (Fatin Nadzirah). Aku jealous jiddan sebab Trish share same interest dengan Fnn. Like:
So they close like Trish and I used to be. So close. This time if I'm not mistaken dah sampai middle of 2014. Even dekat asrama, diaorang bebel pasal interest diaorang, kalau Trish nangis, Fnn yang soothing dia. Balik prep, makan tengah hari, pagi, malam dengan Fnn. Senang cerita semua Fnn. Eh, jangan pula korang anggap Fnn ni jahat. No, only because I'm the one writing here, so maybe you guys thought Fnn like robber yang culik Trish dari aku. NO! NO! And a big no no. Ni balasan yang aku tak sedar lagi waktu dulu akibat kufur nikmat Allah.
I do felt guilty, with all my current activities that time. Bawak fon pergi asrama, kasi kawan habiskan bill phone call ajnabi. (Guys, aku bukan nak mengungkit, this is only my wrongs. Siapa yang terasa aku minta maaf, beb) And everything which is wrong and melanggar peraturan sekolah. Tapi, ego punya pasal, nak puaskan nafsu buat benda jahat, aku diamkan aje. Sebab apa, aku nak tunjuk dekat Trish, aku tak perlukan dia untuk cari hidayah Allah. Ego tinggi melangitlah katakan. Sampai sanggup tak bercakap.
Until one moment, I hate her again. For being too nosy for everything, for being 'itu tak boleh, ini tak boleh'. Dan kitaorang jadi awkward balik. Even dorm aku main True Or Dare, I was dared to make Trish laugh which I really failed in that. Sebab awkward punya pasal. Every time jumpa dia, boleh kira berapa ayat aku cakap dekat dia. Kalau orang tanya aku, apa khabar Trish, it'll be 'ENTAH, MANA AKU TAHU.' from 'MUNGKIN DEKAT DORM KOT' or 'OH... DIA ADA KELAS KKQ'
And, /tengah menangis/ bila kengkawan 'popular' aku tu tinggalkan aku, aku jumpa Trish. Lepak dengan dia. Pelikkan aku. Tak suka, tapi cari juga orang tu bila susah. Bila lepak dengan dia once again, I'm soooooo calm and serene, Hanya dengan dia. Cara dia akan buat aku rasa tenang. And guess what? Aku balik dorm, I'll be crying like a cry-baby /kantoi sudah/ silently, without no one knowledge. But now someone knew. You knew! Hehe.
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Apparently, this blog bukan pasal aku obses pasal RAJA BATRISYIA BINTI RAJA MUHAMMAD ARIFF . I still sane to do so. It just, some memories of ours that I would like to share. Please, SERIOUS TALK HERE, THIS IS NOT PUNCA MENGUMPAT OR KUTUKAN OR ANYTHING THAT WILL BE SOURCE OF BENDA TAK BAIK EH Any disapprovement datang jumpa aku. Currently kelas 4AK(2016) Harap maklum^^
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